gold in napfa test EVERY YEAR
grow taller
be skinnier
lesser problems
earpiece
elva's "1087" album
adidas/nike waterbottle
myuk wallet
ipod
lots of money $.$
longer holidays
improve on studies
more time (longer day)
more freedom
lesser homework
lesser stress
WALAU EHHS I 2DAY SUPER BAD MOOD LAHS. n i couldnt control... i dunno y. i lost my temper during training... n it's the first time i so angry i guess? first was in bus tt time. we all oso never do ath wrong. then tt indian woman sitting behind us go call nhhs complain lahs. i mean... WHAT DID WE DO? perhaps i gt shocked at vanessa's fringe cos she let it down n shouted "GUI AH!!!!" n shocked her. SORRY LAHS WHAT SHE WANT ME DO? perhaps evia n i talked very loud lahs. BT WE'RE OWAYS LIDDAT. perhaps it's cos evia n i looked at each other then laugh. BT WHAT HAS IT GOTTA DO WITH HER? perhaps she thinks tt we're laughing at her. OH PLEASE WHAT'S SO FUNNY BOUT HER? N WHAT MAKES HER THINK SO? WE NT SO WU LIAO LOR. nt lyk u go out never c other sch pple liddat. omost every sch pple go out in big groups oso will so wild n noisy one lor. n she tried 2 take pics n record our voices. SHE'S SUSPECTING TOO MUCH LAHS
then training tt time me n mewleng lost 2 vanessa n hayati in doubles. 21-17. COS SO STUPID MISTAKES WE MADE. WE ACTUALLY LOST. WHEN WE CAN WIN. AND WE MEBBE CANT EVEN PLAY THE 2ND DOUBLES LAHS. tt's lyk so disappointing can?
WORSE THING IS TT I LOST MY TEMPER IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPLE. THE JUNIORS OMG. they first time come training c me liddat sure gt bad impression lahs. AND I SCOLDED JUSTIN. n im super guilty of tt. gonna apologise when i gt the chance... n the story went liddat... my dad called me in the middle of the game asked whr m i n asked me 2 go home. cos he's fetching. cos i gt dental appointment after tt. bt i told him tt i gt game. then he said rushing 4 time in those very impatient manner. n i told him after the game. then he kept quiet n hung the phone down. which made me even more pissed off. n i tot i was gonna get scolded. so i didnt continue the game n threw the shuttle on the floor n say i dowan play le. GOSH WHY I SO ATTITUDE!!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! the worse part is tt i angry til after my dad hung the phone i threw my hp lahs. nt hard lahs -.- never spoil. BUT I DID IT IN FRONT OF THE JUNIORS!!!!! they come first training c me liddat le. sure gt bad impression lahs. im dead. D-E-A-D. then omg i scolded justin. I DIDNT MEAN IT. BT I OSO DUNNO Y I ACTUALLY SCOLDED HIM. jus cos of 1 wrd he said. "slack". i was oready very bushuang. then i jus took everything n went off lahs. n walked pass him. n he said "slack". n jus cos of the wrd. i scolded him. sth lyk "what lahs. pple wanna get scolded wanna cry oready u still say slack" cos omost cried. my eyes filled with tears. bt 4 some reasons i didnt... partly cos i dowan lose face. i dowan be a cry baby. n blah. n i actually threw my temper at him. i didnt mean it. reli. I HATE MYSELF!!!! I HATE ME ):