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Tuesday, January 16, 2007



eww i suck lahs. i think im lyk too stressed up le. too pressurized. i oso dunno y. i somehw think tt coach derr expectation too high. he's nw too serious bout it le. 2day ruiqi, evia n xianlin cried. cos of i dunno what thing. then coach tok 2 them they cry even more. haiish n im reli fan lahs. schwork then training. then every nite do homework til so late. then training go thr either tio scolded or go down thr upset myself. im screwing up badly. im scared. of thursday. cos tourney will start then. vs westwood sec. my cousin's sch... she said her coach lyks 2 send lousy pple go play n throw face. bt im still nt confident. i jus gt this feeling... this very bad feeling... if im gonna play... im gonna die. s in... i lost my self confidence. totally. screw screw screw. tt's all i do. screw. SCREW!!!!! he's giving me too much pressure. he wasnt like that... he changed... jus nt used 2 it. thinking of it is making me cry. frm ytd nite til 2day. whenever i tot of it... i oso dunno y... my eyes will be filled with tears. b4 training 2day i cried. bt no1 realised. cos i was in bus. looking out of window. i oso dunno y i cried. i jus tot of training. n what coach told me ytd. n all those pressure thingies going on. arg i dunno lahs. jus weird weird feeling...

n blah blah blah i dunno what m i blogging. i noe u dunno what m i saying. so sry 2 waste ur time reading. cos i reli dunno what im doing. seriously. i lost myself...

50days 2 my birthday. i dunno y m i saying this out of a sudden. jus felt lyk it. so this is a crappy post. sry 2 waste ur time reading once again...
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