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Wednesday, September 20, 2006



i've oways wondered y pple cut themselves using penknives. i've oso wondered what's the use n hw it felt lyk...so i decided 2 try it...

i jus saw liyan playing with my penknife n the thought of trying 2 cut myself came 2 my mind. i jus took the penknife n slide it across my wrist. over n over again. scared of the pain bt i jus tried it out. reli reli reli reli reli curious bout it. what's so nice bout it? y so many pple do it? yupps then finally i felt this cut bt did nt c the scar. the feeling was lyk ant bite? then i was kinda satisfied n stopped.

later on after sch when i went kfc with xinting, clara, grace n liyan, i felt pain when i was washing my hand. then i saw the scar on my wrist. about 0.5cm? nt big actually hahas. then i was lyk "OMG I CUT MYSELF!!!!!" hahas n i finally noe hw it reli felt lyk. kinda shiok actually. BT DUN TRY IT. n i'm nt gonna try it again hahas. mebbe i will. i dunno. c first =x should be wun derr lahs.

yupps then xinting, clara, liyan n i went jurong east library 2 revise our work. bt ended up chatting. grrrrr. onli did a few of my work. shi bai. hahas nvm better than nth. yar n i asked them what's the bad point of me.
liyan: too crazy
clara: scream too much
xinting: beat pple too hard
LOL i omost fainted. i wanna ask them 4 personality -.- then i ask them nt this kind... say is personality...
liyan: 4gt
clara: oso 4gt
xinting: dunno me well.
LOLS ok they didnt gimme ans lols.

then at first we were sitting in between shelves n this librarian chased us out hahas. so we went 2 another place 2 sit. brrrr kinda suey sitting with all these "uh hum" pple. think tt they so high class. especially the one in the uniform. THE LIGHT BLUE COLOUR BLOUSE N THE WHITE SKIRT. she's so damn fat n still dares 2 criticise on other pple.

heard frm clara tt she said tt i looked nerd. oh wth? i nerd? then what's nt nerd. HUH????? tell me!!!! she idiot. n she added "i hate nerdy girls" oh yeah? i hate idiots too. idiots who think tt they're so high class 2 criticise on other pple. fat bloody asshole. no wonder the whole gang keep staring at me. bt bleahs whatever lor. she dun lyk me lyk i care. nt tt i lyk her. qian bian. she speaks lyk a 3 yr old. n omg? she speaks lyk 1 wrd 1 wrd derr. oral fail ah!

yar n the librarian is so nice. he asked them 2 throw away the drinks they bot frm macs. wakakakakas n she thinks she's clever 2 pt it on the rubbish bin. n wakakakas this kind auntie walked pass n HELPED her throw it inside the bin!!!!! WAKAKAKAKAS OMG THE AUNTIE RAWKK!!!!! nice one auntie. i lurve you!!!!! then i was lyk giving an evil smile 2 myself. bad rite? xD

OH YAR WHAT M I DOING NW? SLACKING?!?!?!?! GRRRR CANNOT SLACK LE!!!!! BYES!!!!!
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