gold in napfa test EVERY YEAR
grow taller
be skinnier
lesser problems
earpiece
elva's "1087" album
adidas/nike waterbottle
myuk wallet
ipod
lots of money $.$
longer holidays
improve on studies
more time (longer day)
more freedom
lesser homework
lesser stress
just hung down the phone with jocelyn. she was telling me how cool is her class. it's like...it's only 16 days since the first day of school, and she've adapted so well. she felt that her class is better than 6a1, and she don't really miss those 6a1 classmates now. but i don't know why, although i made friends earlier than her, i still cannot adapt well in nan hua high. i mean...i still can't forget 6a1. i don't know how am i going to live in the next 3 years of secondary school. i just can't adapt. i still can't forget. i desperately misses some people, especially hui yi...i still can't find any friend that can replace her. she's one that keeps secrets so well and we shared so many interests. it's hard forgetting her... i don't know what should i do, i really don't know. why can jocelyn adapt so fast? WHY CAN'T I???? it's different. absolutely different. all i do in this school is putting on a fake smile, acting happy, pretending that i love this new environment...ENOUGH! I CAN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS ANYMORE! i miss 6a1...a lot...really a lot...can i go back in time? i can't wait for next friday when many of us are going back to kps to visit the teachers. can't wait...